Tuesday, January 30, 2007

And so this is it...

Week 4... time flies. Counting weeks is like.. i don't knw.. counting down or up to something. Things are changing... Mixture of emotions, seem to feel a bit of everything that you end up not knowing how you feel anymore.

How should I go about relating this... writing is suppose to induce a catharsis. So here i am...

But nothing seems to come.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Week 1 of school.
New semester, last semester. More pressure, more demands and a leap has been taken. An ISM (independent study module) would be done and on a foreign topic as well – Decolonization in Algeria. Why? Its interesting isn’t it? Has fascinated me since I first came into brief contact with it a few semesters ago… never had a chance to do a full module on it. Why not now?

The cat likes her fun. Since when has cats rejected having a ball of a time. But this needs to be balanced with other demands life has. School for now has to come first but do I still have the ability to keep it there at the top? Reality demands it to be at the head of the hierarchy, but personally I want to move it down a little. Not that I have lost interest, but I want to do other things as well.

Dance, time with friends, getting a job that matches my passion (but what?) and time with J. Right now, it seems like I would rather do these things than school. Week 1 has turned out to be rather tiring and a little taxing, maybe I’m still not sufficiently prepared… The cycle has started and it would make no concessions if you are not ready.

Keep my eye on the ball and paws to the floor. Just that few more months.
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